Been Too Long!

Clearly I haven't posted in a long time. Sorry about that. I don't have a lot of readers of my blog, but in case you are one of them and were wondering about what's been going on, sorry for the lack of posts these last few months!

Losing Weight
Well, I have been exercising and losing weight. I am doing a friendly competition with Sama and my dad to see who can lose the most weight. That ends in April. I hope I win! Winner gets to choose where to go to celebrate. I think I am currently in the lead. I have trouble staying motivated and so I actually got a trainer! And Sama and I joined a gym. We have gone to one class together so far but plan to make it a twice weekly thing at least. I work with my trainer twice a week for strength training. Mostly I wanted a trainer because I hate strength training and never really know what I am doing. Also, I need the motivation and accountability! This was my first week with the trainer and I think it was great! We aren't on exactly the same page as far as diet is concerned, but she is supportive of what I want to do and has had some great suggestions.

Natalie
Natalie is doing great! Other than being sick lately a lot more than I would like, she is learning things so fast and a generally happy and fun baby. She took her first steps a couple days ago and is so pleased with herself. She stands up on her own and starts clapping. I just love her!

Umm....sorry but I can't think of anything else too significant. I will try to be better about posting. We will see :)

She Is Eating Again!

So Natalie has just not been into food lately! She will have a couple bites and then be done. And then drink lots of milk! I would like to wean her off of daytime breastfeeding if I can. So far it isn't happening. But then again it is not something I am actively trying to do. Yet. Anyway....I am getting off topic. This morning I decided to make a healthy green smoothie and some quinoa for our breakfast. I had some collard greens from a meal I made a couple nights ago. This was my first time that I can remember eating collard greens and I thought they were okay but not great. As leftovers I ended up taking out the greens and eating the rest because they tasted so bad to me. And yet....I put them in my smoothie because that was all the greens I had! So a little green and lots of fruit. It wasn't super terrible but I can't say I liked it. But Natalie did! She even liked the quinoa. And made a terrible mess with it all. But she ate plenty. Good job Natalie!

Enjoying Life Now

So I am always trying to improve myself. Usually I think most about improving my health and my weight! I often come across pictures of me from a few years ago and think. Wow! I looked so good then, why did I let myself gain so much weight? But I also remember that at the time I didn't feel like I looked that great! I remember wanting to lose weight. Haha. Life is crazy. Here are some then and now pictures. Is the difference as obvious as I am thinking it is?

5 years ago

4 years ago

3 years ago

2 years ago

1 year ago (I was pregnant...)

Now

I am still trying to get healthier and lose weight. It is a constant struggle for me. But... I am working on it....still :) The more I want to get healthy for just being healthy rather than just trying to lose weight to look a certain way, the easier it gets. Though it is still not easy. I find that reading about health, trying new healthy recipes, and trying new forms of exercise are all things that have helped me get and stay motivated. Anyway,  the reason for writing this post...looking at pictures where I think I looked better but remembering at the time that I wanted to lose weight made me realize something. I am trying to get healthier and there is only so much I can do at a time. I need to appreciate myself today! I need to live more in the moment and enjoy what I have. I am blessed in so many ways! That is what I should focus on! So it can be hard for me but I think I have a new goal of appreciating myself now.

Natalie's Birthday

Natalie had a birthday!! She turned one on December 19th! I can't believe it. Has it really been one year already? Wow! We were lucky enough to have Sama's mom come out from Texas for a few days to celebrate. We made Tamales and a delicious pico de gallo for Natalie's party. There was lots of cake and presents and even a pinata! Natalie had a good time but didn't want anything to do with her cake. I made her a cupcake smash cake, but she cried when we gave it to her. She was a little tired by then.

Natalie has had a good year. She has been growing like crazy and learning new things and she is healthy. She is fun to be around and we just love her so much! Here are some pictures from her first year!

In the NICU; luckily she didn't stay there for long 

Blessing Day

First walk

Cloth Diapers; I can't believe she was so small!

4 months old at Daddy's graduation

Natalie's first trip to Canada

In Canada with her Abuela

First 5K

Pumpkin Patch!

First Halloween

Learning to feed herself (and loving it!)

She LOVED playing with these limes

Natalie loves any kind of glasses! She puts them on, takes them off, lets you put them on, takes them off you...etc. We can play this game for a long time before she gets tired of it!

This pretty dress was one of Natalie's birthday presents. It is so cute.

Church Christmas Party. Natalie still won't go to strangers so I got to be in her Santa picture :)

 Too tired for cake

 Cupcake pinata (I made it myself!)

 My sister made the cupcakes. I had planned a fancy cake but I ran out of time and things had been so crazy I just didn't care! The ugly cake was delicious though! At least the cupcake cake was pretty cute. My mom helped!

In case you couldn't tell, Natalie's theme was cupcakes! I looked online for a cute outfit (that was a decent price) and just couldn't find one. Of course now that her party is over I see cute cupcake stuff EVERYWHERE! Oh well. I ended up buying the iron on cupcake that she has on her shirt. It was cheap and still cute!

Daddy's little princess

On her actual birthday we took her to Cold Stone and she got to eat some ice cream.

Too Long

Wow it has been too long since I have written. I am quite the slacker when it comes to blogging. But I would like to be better! It is nice to look back and remember what has happened in my life. I would like to have this for Natalie to read someday too. So here is my pledge to work harder on this!